Hell...I don't even know what I want for lunch today!
It's raining! It's raining? ::sigh:: It's raining...
Gloomy day in "The Boro." It's the middle of the week and things today are just so s.l.u.g.i.s.h... I'm very proud of myself because I've been going to all my classes, but I've done some recent Math and it all seems to be in vain (to a certain extent.) I'm going to lose HOPE scholarship. This doesn't make me feel as bad as I "should," but the only thing I'm worried about is the future conversation with my parents. They'll get upset because I'll pretend like I don't care (as usual), I'll tell them my plans and they'll cast doubt into my head (as usual), and I will pull through with my plan (as usual). I just hate the process of getting there. You know?
It seems that Statesboro is the place to be. Jesse Godby has already been down here for 2weeks, I saw Jeff Blair (very randomly), and I caught a glimpse of Kyle's car in the Eagle Village parking lot (He's probably going to have a ticket by the time I get back.) I don't know what the attraction is honestly. I think many of our friends think they are just going to have a BLAST when they get down here, but then are dissapointed to find out that college is just as mediocore as Douglasville (but with different people.) Whatever though...
Not too much else is going on. No thoughts on how the world works or where my life is headed. I don't care about the future and whatever happened in the past is the past. I'm living for now and I guess that's okay. I don't know what I want to be when I grow up (or what job I want this Summer.) Hell...I don't even know what I want for lunch today! It seems like I don't know anything nowadays. I've been having these weird mood cycles where I'm just like "hmmph" most of the time. I don't know why honestly. Maybe I'm just being emo, but my mood is honestly like "man...whatever." (Disclaimer: Feelings of whatever are not towards everything. i.e: Girlfriend, Friends, Videogames, Anime, etc.)
Going back to my room now to watch some Azumanga Daioh. Good stuff...
Gloomy day in "The Boro." It's the middle of the week and things today are just so s.l.u.g.i.s.h... I'm very proud of myself because I've been going to all my classes, but I've done some recent Math and it all seems to be in vain (to a certain extent.) I'm going to lose HOPE scholarship. This doesn't make me feel as bad as I "should," but the only thing I'm worried about is the future conversation with my parents. They'll get upset because I'll pretend like I don't care (as usual), I'll tell them my plans and they'll cast doubt into my head (as usual), and I will pull through with my plan (as usual). I just hate the process of getting there. You know?
It seems that Statesboro is the place to be. Jesse Godby has already been down here for 2weeks, I saw Jeff Blair (very randomly), and I caught a glimpse of Kyle's car in the Eagle Village parking lot (He's probably going to have a ticket by the time I get back.) I don't know what the attraction is honestly. I think many of our friends think they are just going to have a BLAST when they get down here, but then are dissapointed to find out that college is just as mediocore as Douglasville (but with different people.) Whatever though...
Not too much else is going on. No thoughts on how the world works or where my life is headed. I don't care about the future and whatever happened in the past is the past. I'm living for now and I guess that's okay. I don't know what I want to be when I grow up (or what job I want this Summer.) Hell...I don't even know what I want for lunch today! It seems like I don't know anything nowadays. I've been having these weird mood cycles where I'm just like "hmmph" most of the time. I don't know why honestly. Maybe I'm just being emo, but my mood is honestly like "man...whatever." (Disclaimer: Feelings of whatever are not towards everything. i.e: Girlfriend, Friends, Videogames, Anime, etc.)
Going back to my room now to watch some Azumanga Daioh. Good stuff...
posted by xdaedal @ 7:52 AM
9 Comments:
At 8:24 AM, March 29, 2006,
Anonymous said…
Man life is much less mediocre down here...at least mine is...we'll find something to make it more interesting for you.
At 10:31 AM, March 29, 2006,
Mike James said…
I remember I first saw Azumanga Daioh years ago when I went to my first convention, I thought it was hillarious.
Sorry about losing HOPE, it happens to a lot of people though (<-- that was suppose to be a comforting statement...)
At 2:48 PM, March 29, 2006,
Anonymous said…
I agree with you on the whole "they think its going to be a blast" idea.
I've missed you Greg. Where have you been hiding? I feel like I haven't seen you in too long. I don't want you last idea of me to be the guy who can't drive and has dog shit on his hand and shoe.
I also felt very slughish today due to the rain. Esh, it sucks.
lata
At 3:09 PM, March 29, 2006,
Anonymous said…
Hah. That's how everyone feels about Savannah. And I think Savannah is dull, for the most part.
At 4:51 PM, March 29, 2006,
Anonymous said…
:clicks simgreg:
talk...
perk up...
:pat on back, encouraging simlish:
Greg, I love you, now cheer up! Life is so much fun! I bet you the rainy day's getting you down. Hmm. I watched Pollyanna this weekend, so we're going to play "The Glad Game" and find something good about the rainy day. Umm.... OH! Everything looks like it's a different color on rainy days. Sure, it's a duller color, but it's still cool that that happens. Also, rainy days are good for naps. Things smell differently on rainy days. Better, I think.
Now let's find something good about college. No parents to get on your case 24/7. Your friends are all right there, so you don't even have to go anywhere to see them. And! sometimes mediocrity is good because if life was exciting all the time, you'd be tired a whole heck of a lot, because excitement is draining.
I'm sorry about HOPE. That truly sucks.
Well, I hope you get to cheering up soon. Sorry I wrote a lot. *muchlove*
At 9:52 PM, March 29, 2006,
Anonymous said…
Greg...first of all, I think that layout is very cute. Sakura is me, and Sasuke is my man... Second of all, I know what bipolar is, so I didn't look it up, thanx tho. third of all, I don't think I'm bipolar...^_^ I wonder why you think I am?
At 11:06 AM, March 30, 2006,
Anonymous said…
Sup folk!
Well, I would take you back with me and Luis but we aren't going back until sunday and I'm not coming back until monday morn
=(
At 1:39 PM, March 30, 2006,
Anonymous said…
loser... i might lose hope too... i can't wait for the lecture i'll recieve..
At 2:11 PM, March 30, 2006,
Anonymous said…
ZOMG!
I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to spoil the movie. I thought you all had seen it together. Wah!
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