"...simply average"
I am so average it is disgusting. Well maybe not disgusting. That's too harsh of a word, but it is very undesirable. I keep getting low B's, C's on everything I do. All my grades are dead in the middle and it is very fustrating. I'm trying to get my grades up so I can keep HOPE schloarship because I can just see how that conversation with my parents would go if I do lose my HOPE...well it actually wouldn't be a conversation. It would just be an understanding that if I wanted to go to school next semester I would have to work all summer. Throwing me into a depress like state and not being able to hang out with my friends all summer. Fun? Not my idea of it.
Last night I opted out going to yoga so I could rest with Amanda. We both had long days and needed to take the load off. Went to CCF last night with Amanda, Allen, and Darius. No one thought I was going to go, but I did. It's not like I don't like going to CCF, but my transportation is limited. ::shrugs:: So I went and it was cool. We did little activities and we learned about the word "joy". They say that you find and define your "joy" through the tough times. I guess I am discovering joy right now, because school life = tough times.
Nothing really to do tonight. I have a list of things to do tonight so if I get all of that stuff done, then I'll feel a little better about myself. I'm just having a hard time dealing with the fact that I'm simply average. x
"...allergic to wintertime"
Last night I opted out going to yoga so I could rest with Amanda. We both had long days and needed to take the load off. Went to CCF last night with Amanda, Allen, and Darius. No one thought I was going to go, but I did. It's not like I don't like going to CCF, but my transportation is limited. ::shrugs:: So I went and it was cool. We did little activities and we learned about the word "joy". They say that you find and define your "joy" through the tough times. I guess I am discovering joy right now, because school life = tough times.
Nothing really to do tonight. I have a list of things to do tonight so if I get all of that stuff done, then I'll feel a little better about myself. I'm just having a hard time dealing with the fact that I'm simply average. x
"...allergic to wintertime"
3 Comments:
At 11:23 AM, March 07, 2006, Anonymous said…
Anyone who hasn't crashed by or is already up at 8:12 am is not average.
Inherited abilities mean nothing because we haven't earned them. Any person worth their weight has invested their time and energy in developing something they weren't born with. That's what puts us above the crowd.
At 9:12 PM, March 08, 2006, Mike James said…
I think people just fall into ruts sometimes and you have to know that it is easy to climb out of even if it doesn't look like it.
At 10:04 PM, March 08, 2006, Anonymous said…
Dude. I wish I excelled at all the things that you do. I can't walk into a room while coolness and originality radiate from me.
To me, if you do your work and put forth SOME effort, that's good enough. Besides that, grades don't matter to me. Maybe you could work harder to bring your grades up, but when you're not studying, don't stress out about it. Keep on experiencing life. That's what's important...
...oh yeah, and hanging out with me all next week.
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