All in a year.

So recently I've been thinking about DKrew at the start of college. That first time we all ate Chik-Fil-A together and how we thought this would last forever SIKE! I knew it wouldn't last, but the difference between me and most people who have had to go through similar things is...

000. I knew people would change and turn their backs.
001. I had a hard time dealing with it at first, but that's because I was naive.
002. It doesn't matter what anyone does...people are going to do what they want.

I'm having a hard time beileving people can change. I haven't seen it...let me rephrase that...I have seen people change, but it wasn't always for the better. It really doesn't amount to shit, because no one is anything they aren't comfortable with...and if they are then you're just a tool doing stuff you don't even like for the wrong reasons.

This isn't a bitter post (although it sounds like it), maybe I've been listening to too much xBishopx, but honestly I've stopped caring about how people are and how I want them to change. They won't.

On a happier note I guess...Like I saying in my past post me and Amanda reconnected. We had some minor problems, but it's good to have problems sometimes because you can allow yourself to be honest and work through it. Working through our problems have brought us closer together. So much so that when people ask me..."What are you going to do for the summer time...you and Amanda." I don't have an answer because it's pretty basic. We're going to be together duh?

Comeback Kid - "All In a Year."
Where have you gone?
How Does time pass by so fast
Seems like yesterday
You and I
We Could Relate
But you know how things change (things change)
But is it me?
Or is it time?
Now I’m stuck looking back
On somehting that I’ll never have again
All this time with regret
I Just Lost Today
Worrying about yesterday
Can’t live in yesterday
All this time with regret
I lost today
Worrying about yesterday
I lost today
And No
I’ll never forget about you
I lost today
I just came to terms that I’ve lost you
On with my life


Now with all that being said I'm going to finsh my work for the day. I'm going to score some fruit from Pickle Barrel and drink some Green Tea while watching LOST hopefully with ma love. Sounds good.
I'm getting my septum piercied this summer. Alot of people are going to hate it. Good for them. [x]

You Are 52% Happy

You're definitely a happy person, even though you have your down moments. You tend to get the most out of life, though there's always some more happiness to be squeezed.

How Happy Are You?