Random Stream of Consciousness
Damn am I hungry.
It sucks not having anything to eat around here besides ramen.
If it wasn't for my dad last night I would have had ramen for dinner 2 nights in a row.
Is that any way for a growing boy to eat?
I think not.
The internet is so boring now.
Aim. Myspace. Blogger. Facebook. Xanga. 4chan. SCSC forums. Random Googles (rinse and repeat)
I don't think the internet was meant to be used all day long.
but that is how I treat it.
What a life I lead.
I need a job.
I've applied alot of places, but nothing is happening.
My mom says she will help me make a resume.
Do I want to do that?
It couldn't hurt I guess.
That lady at Thai Kitchen crushed my hopes.
I need to go up and talk to her sometime before the weekend,
but I don't have a car...
I think I'm going to turn into a vegetable.
Watching all this damn television.
If I had transportation I would explore the city.
That would be fun...
Does anyone else think like this?
I doubt it...whatever.
I just want to get out of my house and stop doing the typical.
(Why is Terminator 1 on?)
I miss Amanda.
I'm not going to dwell on it though.
It's just exciting to think about to myself.
I can't wait until college next semester.
Next semester...ugh.
I haven't even told my mom I lost HOPE yet.
Why am I so scared?
You probably didn't read this.
But truthfully I don't write my blogs for anyone, but myself.
I wouldn't mind if people read though.
I mean I want them to read, but I don't care if they don't...get it?
I'm just so out of the loop.
I have nothing going for me right now...and its very fustrating.
It's not like I'm not trying though...
Right?
Sorta
What the fuck do you know?
(Terminator has some cheesy music)
I hate drugs
I hate divorced parents.
I don't even know them.
Why are they in "my" house?
This isn't "my" house anymore.
I'm the stranger.
It's almost like I don't live here anymore.
I don't even think I do.
I have to "plan out" when I am going "home"
and if its ok to spend the night at "my" own "house"
It doesn't make any sense.
Who are these people?
I don't know and I damn sure don't care.
I just want to live my way.
With those I "know"
"just want to live" (Summer = Bust) *so far*
It sucks not having anything to eat around here besides ramen.
If it wasn't for my dad last night I would have had ramen for dinner 2 nights in a row.
Is that any way for a growing boy to eat?
I think not.
The internet is so boring now.
Aim. Myspace. Blogger. Facebook. Xanga. 4chan. SCSC forums. Random Googles (rinse and repeat)
I don't think the internet was meant to be used all day long.
but that is how I treat it.
What a life I lead.
I need a job.
I've applied alot of places, but nothing is happening.
My mom says she will help me make a resume.
Do I want to do that?
It couldn't hurt I guess.
That lady at Thai Kitchen crushed my hopes.
I need to go up and talk to her sometime before the weekend,
but I don't have a car...
I think I'm going to turn into a vegetable.
Watching all this damn television.
If I had transportation I would explore the city.
That would be fun...
Does anyone else think like this?
I doubt it...whatever.
I just want to get out of my house and stop doing the typical.
(Why is Terminator 1 on?)
I miss Amanda.
I'm not going to dwell on it though.
It's just exciting to think about to myself.
I can't wait until college next semester.
Next semester...ugh.
I haven't even told my mom I lost HOPE yet.
Why am I so scared?
You probably didn't read this.
But truthfully I don't write my blogs for anyone, but myself.
I wouldn't mind if people read though.
I mean I want them to read, but I don't care if they don't...get it?
I'm just so out of the loop.
I have nothing going for me right now...and its very fustrating.
It's not like I'm not trying though...
Right?
Sorta
What the fuck do you know?
(Terminator has some cheesy music)
I hate drugs
I hate divorced parents.
I don't even know them.
Why are they in "my" house?
This isn't "my" house anymore.
I'm the stranger.
It's almost like I don't live here anymore.
I don't even think I do.
I have to "plan out" when I am going "home"
and if its ok to spend the night at "my" own "house"
It doesn't make any sense.
Who are these people?
I don't know and I damn sure don't care.
I just want to live my way.
With those I "know"
"just want to live" (Summer = Bust) *so far*
posted by xdaedal @ 12:12 PM
7 Comments:
At 8:02 PM, May 17, 2006,
xxa.v.bxx said…
Dude, summer is soooo rinse and repeat...it's crazy
Life is boring, family acts like complete strangers or they treat you like your 12 again, and being a slave to the internet that has nothing but a few interesting moments...
A little less than 3 months to go and it'll all be over with and our lifes a start off once again...
I miss you
xxsgxx
At 8:43 PM, May 17, 2006,
Anonymous said…
Greg, I think our life start out differently, but we're stopping at the same point right now. We are bother by different problems, but end up having the same feelings. I totally understand how you feel. I'm sorry that it happens to you. I'm sure this is only the rough part of the life, and it will be over...soon, hopefully.
I think we need to hang out a little more...
At 9:01 AM, May 18, 2006,
Anonymous said…
Terminator sucks in a good way.
lata
At 3:42 AM, May 19, 2006,
Anonymous said…
The only way you can stop watching tv is to turn it off yourself. You can't keep looking at summer with a pessimistic attitude and fear that it won't amount to anything. You can and you really should make summer something. But it has to be through your own efforts.
Ganbatte ne!
At 7:12 AM, May 19, 2006,
A Long December said…
I read...do I get a prize? I can't give you much advice (anyway mine isn't the best to follow) but if you ever want to go exploring in ATL give me a call and we'll round up some folks and go. Little five could always be fun. (btw it's Sally...I got a new blog.)
At 1:48 PM, May 19, 2006,
Anonymous said…
I had Boston Market today. Damn good food. we shall be making some hard core food when I get back. Dont say the summer is a bust. I havent arrived yet! Call me dude. I dont like it when you are sad. Greg Johnson isnt a sad kinda guy.
At 7:55 PM, May 19, 2006,
Anonymous said…
I'm glad you got a job, it's nice to be employed and making money. By the way, it was very awesome to hang out with you in Douglasville. I had a good time (sans the porn after Amer. Hist. X...that was a little too much for me).
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