Never good enough huh?

I normally don't do blog post back to back like this, but today I am making an exception because the craziest thing (not really that crazy) happened to me today this morning.

So I wake up around 7:45am to get ready for a job interview I had at Best Buy from 9am-4pm (but I figured I would go in early to better my chances.) I call up Steven to see if he was still going, but he informed me that he had a late night and wouldn't be making it to Best Buy until 10:30am. That was cool with me. I would tell my mom I wasn't going in later and sleep in another hour while I waited. (Mistake #1)

My mom gets a mild attitude, scoffs, and goes back to what she was doing. I guess she figured we were being lazy (which we were) and that was going prevent us from getting a job (which it wouldn't and didn't.) Whatever...I had my nice little hour post sleep nap.

I get ready and Steven comes over early because his parents are being "different" too. He passes out on the couch and I make sure I'm fresh before I go out. I think I look decent and with that in mind we dip set.

We get to Best Buy and I set up my interview with Mario ______(something). He was really cool and they asked me alot of questions about sales experience and how I work well with people. I fed them the lines they wanted to hear and I slowly had the job in the grasp of my palms. We start to get to my availablity and he finds out that I can't work for 90 days (because of college) and because I wouldn't make "90-day review" that alone wouldn't qualify me for the job. Since I couldn't get a transfer down to Savannah Best Buy (no car and 1hour away) I gave them a big smile and numerous thank yous for even consdering me for a position. (Mistake #2)

I call my mum to tell her what is up. I tell her that I had the job, but I couldn't go through with it b/c of the reasons listed above. Her tone turns very cycnical and tells me I should have lied. She said I should have told them that I could have got transfered down to the Savannah one (although I couldn't.) She says I shouldn't have set up barriers for my work schedule and that isn't how you get jobs (although I have a job right now.)

I couldn't beileve she was saying this stuff to me. No props, no "good jobs", no anything. Just what I should have done although what I did was perfect. I had the job, but because I'm in college I couldn't get the job. I think I'm going crazy because I don't understand why my mom wanted me to lie to get another job. That would not only mess up my perfect work resume, it would mess up Best Buy too. Why would I want to do that? Maybe I need to have kids so I can lose all forms of logic too.

Never good enough huh?
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Welp, all I needed was a little time on computer and I feel instantly better.
- Got the Maxium Tune 2 soundtrack. (now I am blasting it super loud.)
- Watched the trailer for Clerks II. It's hilarious (Yourtube it)
- Read and updated blogs and Myspace.

Now I am about to go clean my room and make the beds in the house and it is Onimusha 3 time until later tonight. I'm keepin' it posi. Nothing is going to keep me down. [x]