The summer thus far.

Alright, alright!! I've put it off long enough. I'm going to do an actual update. I've been neglecting my blog of a real update for awhile. I don't know why. I get on computer everday to download the latest J-rock/pop songs, I post on numerous forums, and I read everyone else's blog from start to finsh, but I just can't make the time to update my own. Well times up...

So as many of you know I work at Thai Kitchen now. It isn't a bad job and doesn't take much to excel. Lately though I feel like I've been wasting my time working there because I'm not being challenged in the least bit. Many would say that was a good thing. Work, Work, Work, Pick up paycheck, Buy material possession, Save the rest, rinse-and-repeat. I don't find that rut desireable. I like atleast a mild challenge. Thai Kitchen is offering very minimal to no challenge. They pay is nice though (6.00/hr) and I get all the hours I want. My co-workers (unattractive flirt monsters to hardcore carrying guns to work thugs.) are "ok" so I'm "ok."

As of late I haven't really been making an effort to hang out that much. For awhile I was the head hancho when it came to making plans for [DKrew]. I thought this was kind of weird because not only did I not have a car, I didn't have a realiable place to hang out at either. So basically I was asking other people could we come over to their house and could I get a ride to go over there. Didn't make much sense to me why I was in charge, but I didn't complain (much). Some recent events have me not wanting to hang out much (I'll talk about it later), but I just haven't been adapt to calling people. To whom it may concern: There is nothing wrong with calling other people sometimes too. Friendship isn't one sided. "Well Greg I never call anyone." Well that's all fine and dandy, but don't expect to be called all the time either. */rant*

I waste my life on the computer on my off days. There really isn't much else to do (without a car). My parents got into a huge argument (I'm talking my co-worker at work huge) and lets just say some things were said that shouldn't have been said and now things are sufficently akward. I found myself crying for the first time I could remember in the new century. That's a long time isn't? It's true though. The whole status of my parental life has me wanting to go back to college, get a job, get an apartment, and never move back (no offense to my friends.) Divorce involves both parents, but effects the children the most. It truely is pointless. Me sister and I didn't do anything to deserve this. Oh well...roll with the punches I guess.

I beileve I've covered all the bases. Probably from here on out I will just be talking about my days. Its probably going to get very boring, but you know what they say..."who cares." I have to go cut the grass and then get back on the computer to do..."nothing." (and there's nothing wrong with that.) [x]

*I think I might be looking for affection in all the wrong places. I'm not lonely or anything...but you know the whole mushy "I miss my girlfriend" type of stuff that I don't do...well this truely isn't one of those things, but this seperation is becoming quite annoying.*